12.1.14

Damn it - Jury Duty

I was watching this movie last night on my DVR, called Runaway Jury, starring Gene Hackman, Dustin Hoffman and John Cusack.  It was fascinating, as I love the mental part of things... movies, books, ebooks... life.

So that got me to thinking about what if an attractive woman hypnotist got called for jury duty and she had a secret agenda about how the trial should go.





Damn I said to myself as I ripped open the official looking letter from the county court.  I was being called for jury duty.  NOT NOW.... I have so many things going on, I just can't....  I can't ......

But I did, and found myself in the jury prep room (not sure what they call it) where all the prospective jurors congregate and drink the most horrible coffee ever imagined. It certainly is not the fine imported beans I grind to brew and savor.  Certainly not!!

I look about the room, like I do in any group, seeing mostly common regular men and women. I hear there is a high profile case, but really folks, I need to get back to work and not waste my time here. I do notice a few men and the occasional woman checking me out in my tight jeans, boots and a knit top.  I try to smile

Finally they start to call a few perspective jurors out in pairs or sometimes three at a time.  Finally they come in with a long list and call 37 of us in for jury selection.  Gosh, I think that is overkill but I have been given number 069, which is one of my favorite numbers so I have to smile at that while we are being led like cattle into the courtroom to be questioned by the competing lawyer types to see who will be on the jury.  I really detest this but I am trying to do my civic duty.

(1/12/14)
So we are questioned one at a time about our thoughts concerning executive pay versus shareholder equity and low employee wages. This is a class action suit against one of the large banks, but we have only been given a slight heads up on what is going on.  I notice an attractive girl, who I later find out is named emily, being asked about her occupation and any prejudices she might have concerning the scant details. There is also a huge football player type person , being questioned.  And of course all the others, too many to remember.

Finally they get around to me, asking me my profession and then whether they think my profession would offer any conflict of interest.  Then they ask me about any thoughts I have on either the plaintiff side or the prosecution side. Satisfied they move on to a house wife looking woman, that turns out to be exactly that.  A long day of jury selection for sure and the next morning they will let us know who is selected. I ignore most of the stares I receive as I figure I will not see these people after tomorrow. As a note: I definitely have thoughts about this case and hope I can get on to help influence some of my fellow jurors.  *smiles* 

Personal activities

I was wondering if people would be interested in my personal blog of what I do or think about.  Sort of a personal glimpse into my life and thoughts....  any comments?

I was thinking you could also ask me questions through leaving comments (which are private to me until I decide to publish or delete them)




1/12/4 I see my new story is gathering interest and should gather speed in next few days.  I am very excited about this real-life possibility.
The interesting thing I do is watch how many people give a certain story a "+1" by clicking the little button.   Might you guess which story that is?  I think you will be surprised, I know I was.

1/11/4 I get many idea for stories from many places.  Last night I got the inspiration for my newest story from watching a movie. Hmmm, now how can I turn this plot around for my advantage?

1/7/14 Interesting enough, I have had a few comments and discussions with people about spirals lately.  What is so compelling about watching a spiral? What keeps your interest as you sit there and gaze longingly into the spiral as your eyes get drawn into the very center? Or maybe it's not even interest, but more of just being there and relaxing. I love observing someone just watching a spiral, it is so exciting.

12/31/13 As we come to the end of 2013, at least here in the US, I look back and consider myself lucky that I was able to write and have people enjoy what I write. I hope many more, in 2014, will find out about this and join in.  I think some of you will let your friends know about this little corner of the internet.

12/24/13
As I go off to celebrate Christmas with my relatives, I look at the neighbor story and find I have written over 6,500 words.  I must say it is well on its way to being an eBook.

I wonder at what point I should take it off here and make it strictly an eBook ready for publication.  I think I will delay that for a bit, because I am enjoying the feedback I am getting.

12/23/13

  • I get so many nice comments about my site. I got another heart felt one this morning and it made me smile.  I hope everyone has a great Christmas.  Remember the reason for the season!!
  • Interesting observation.  If I do not write anything new for a day or two, the number of visits to my site goes down.  That makes sense, and then when I do write (like today), the visits go up dramatically.  Do I infer that people follow my blog or me?  Answers?

12/30/13 Well back from visiting and enjoying myself, finally at a PC alne and ready to do more.... more writing... more creating....  it is damn luscious, that's what it is.
12/21/13 Today was kind of a busy day, but that is expected this time of year. Consequently I did not get any more writing done.  That is wayyyy too bad, right?
12/20/13 What a nice morning to stay in and get some more writing done. I think you might find it amazing how the neighbor story is developing.
12/19/13 - The neighbor story is getting more involved, meaning it is expanding in scope and intensity.  I will give honor to the person that can name all the women in the neighbor story so far.
12/18/13 - Time to pump up the adrenaline rush on my neighborhood story.  I have this little gizmo developed exclusively for me to enact a devious plan .... well, you will see if you follow my story.
12/16/13 - I think its a day of writing and enjoying the feedback I get.  You might see the neighbors being expanded in scope, which is something that will happen all the way along. (Kim, Misty, Sheri and Marcia) (oops, Debi too)
12/15/13 - kind of a lazy Sunday today. I should be around my usual places most of the day. I think I will add to the Neighbor story, as I have lots to add.  I might even make it into an eBook.  I wonder who would buy it if it were the first of a series?

12/14/13 - 

  • Well I think today might have some new updates to my stories.  I have been talking online with some that are enjoying some of my stories, so that always makes me smile.  We had a dusting of snow last night and the air has turned a bit less brutal, which makes my mood improve.
  • I am surprised how many people like to read about my personal details, or activities.  I am working with a couple of people now to help them become what they want, charging my hourly rate and getting paid through Amazon egiftcard sent via email to me.  It think that is working out well.  It is like working with a private client in my office, but only here over the internet, but still giving my full attention to the person.
  • courtesan - Now that is an interesting area to pursue.  The molding of a woman that has one purpose in life, no matter how she feels at the moment, that of giving pleasure to a man. It starts with her appearance, the way she moves, the catering she might do for a man. And of course the ultimate pleasure of seeing the man spent in Ecstasy. What greater pleasure could she have from giving so freely of herself?  No wonder a woman such as this might garner $3000 for one night of giving pleasure to a man.  If anyone has any ideas, resources or thoughts about this, please message me immediately.

12/13/13 - Woke up today at 3:40am.  I wonder why?  Oh yes, I was thinking about my stories, one in particular and how much I am enjoying writing it.  Well back to bed for me.... need beauty sleep
  • I found a delicious little item to add to my 'neighbors' story, not now but eventually. 
  • I have a busy day, so I better get my shower and off to it. I hope tonight I will have time to do some writing..... so hotly erotic writing.
12/12/13 - I got a couple of nice questions showing up this morning when I got up
  • One was about what goes through my mind when I lead a subject into trance. Well, I am very intent on my craft and how to weave a trance so that the subject feels every bit of it. I do love the creative force behind good hypnosis. I think maybe my readers can tell that from my writings, yes? 
  • Secondly, the question was about my heart beating faster as the trance goes on. Yes, I have to say that is true. I can sense a persons feelings as they are going under and do get to feeling how fast my heart is beating.
Getting back from the morning out for appointments, I finished updating the story "very fortunate" to make it more readable and hot.  I hope you like it.
  • Today I got a request that said many people would love to hear more about me, so this is where I will be giving you personal information about what my day is like or what story has been changed or added to.  ok?
12/10/13 - I slept in a bit, well actually not sleep, but laid in bed thinking about my stories and where the 'neighbors' story might go. Those thoughts kept me nice and warm *wink*
12/8/13 - doing a little writing and more just relaxing around the house.  I got some new ideas for the neighbor story
12/7/13 - reading "The Storyteller" right now in answer to a question I received.

9.1.14

Marci and me

It was a long day, make it long week.  Around 3:30 on last Friday I got a call from Marci a girl I met about a week ago at a party and slipped her my card with my cell phone number written on the back. It turns out Marci was a friend of Sara's who was a lover of mine about 6 months ago.  Marci and I talked a bit at the party. Nothing too much, although I could sense an attraction from both of us.  She is a very attractive well-built, petite, dark brunette with some Hispanic heritage. As I do with people I am interested in, I was touching her arm while we talked. I love the feeling of a person while talking. Marci loved it from the sound of her slight purring. I loved the way she looked into my eyes as we were talking.

Back to the phone call, after thinking about Marci at the party. Marci was asking me about myself, although she could have asked Sara about me. So we talked awhile on the phone.  Well actually she listened mostly as I told her about myself. I think she liked what she heard, because when I suggested we meet for a drink she immediately jumped at the chance to spend some time with me.

(1/1/2012)
We agreed to meet at this little place near my apartment so I could go home and change into more comfortable clothes after work. I put on a silky top and tight jeans and made my way along the street to the bar. Since I am tall and leggy and with a nice smile, I got many glances which always amuses me, as I just love the attention. My thoughts went back to Marci and how she just sat there with this docile smile on her face. It's like she was just waiting for something to happen. This, oddly enough, just makes me more heat up with passionate about making sure something signification does happen. That feeling spurred me on to give her my card. It's just a characteristic of me. The more a person is acting passive and submissive the more dominant I become.

I entered the dark bar well known as a place for gay/lesbian hookups. The place was pretty quiet that time of day. I saw a f/f couple talking quietly and giggling at the other end of the bar and two gay guys over by the jukebox.  Then I saw Marci sitting alone at the bar. She looked up as I entered, smiling and watched me as I moved closer to her. She stood up as I got to her and gave me a long warm hug. It seemed as if she was trying to absorb my warmth into her as she molded her petite, but shapely, body into me. I stroked her hair as she pressed her face to my chest. After a few minutes I suggested we take a booth in the back> Marci was eager to agree to it, as she felt a little conspicuous by the bar.  I ordered a wine and carried it to the booth with Marci following behind. I stopped at the booth and had Marci slide in first as I slid in next to her.

(1/2/2012)
I sat there, laying my hand on her arm, looking in her eyes. "this is the best way to get to know each other, Marci", I whispered. Marci agreed readily.  I moved close enough so our thighs were touching.  "you realize Sara and I were lovers, don't you? But that is long past and I am not with anyone now, are you?" Marci mouthed a quiet no as I brushed her hair back behind her ear. "you are alone, marci, and you don't want to be lonely.  Am I right?" Marci looked up into my eyes and nodded. She then lowered her eyes trying to avoid direct eye contact with me.  While her eyes locked onto my pendant that hung between my breasts and was sparkling from the candle from the table. "you have a need to make someone happy, don't you marci?" Marci nodded with a slight whimper and pressed a little closer while my fingers were sliding along her bare arm.

(1/5/2012)
I played with my pendant and Marci looked at it.  I love coming here because the combination of a dark booth along with the candles on the table make it perfect to induce a nice feeling in my companions.  Marci is the latest in string of companions, including her friend Sara who found my pendant equally enticing. I leaned forward so that my pendant nestled into my cleavage and Marci's eyes followed my movements completely.

If Marci was asked, Marci would say how she was feeling warm and compliant with me. Marci found me completely sexy and desirable.  She was so happy to leave her bar stool and follow me to the booth.  Even as close as we were, Marci was happy for the company. Marci's thoughts went back to the party where they met and how warm she felt talking with me, although she didn't remember much of the conversaion. Marci remembered that night in bed, as her fingers wandered their way between her legs. She had spasm after spasm rolling through her body as she moaned my name over and over. Those experiences led Marci to call Sharon the next day and hope they could meet up and spend some time together. Here Marci was, feeling me touch Marci similar to how Marci remembered it from the party, but feeling much hotter.  Marci remembered that feeling from the party and that familiar feeling coursing through Marci's body. All of this raised Marci's libido to a fever pitch.

I unclasped my pendant and held it up in front of Marci's eyes, swinging it as I told Marci to relax and watch. Marci visibly relaxed, her eyes looking heavy as she watched the pendant sparkle and swing back and forth. Marci didn't consciously remember what I was saying but found my words exciting and hot to her mind.

(1/8/2012)
Marci keep looking at my pendant, watching the christmas lights twinkle off the pretty jade stone. Marci's eyes followed it swing side to side as her head felt just too heavy to move. Marci found she couldn't look away, as she kept hearing my words relax her more.  Marci felt warm wherever I touched her. Marci could feel my soft fingers creep up her bare thigh while I was saying something or another. Marci just felt hot watching and listening, feeling a strong tingle wherever I touched her.

"just relax and watch marci. relax and listen to my words. you have been thinking about calling me to be with me ever since we first met. you dreamed about me that night and since. you dream about making me happy, marci.  you feel so warm and heavy as your eyes try to follow my pendant. warm and heavy for me, marci.  your body is tingling as you feel my hot breath on your neck."

(1/12/2012)
Marci was practically moaning as she felt my fingers moving over her bare legs, pushing her skirt higher. Unconsciously Marci leaned her head back against the back of the booth, revealing more of her neck and letting out a deep sigh. Marci was wondering why she didn't call me sooner, as she felt so warm and fascinated with me being here with her. Marci's legs parted of their own accord, opening in parallel with her mind. Marci wanted so much to just let her eyes close to the pleasure for just a second.... or more.  Marci was licking her lips and her nipples were visibly engorged which just gets me hot. Marci has very prominent nipples that get thick and dark when she is aroused, showing thru her light blouse even in the dim lighting. This embarrassed Marci to no end. Marci could feel them harden to an aching feeling and felt herself feel a hot flush wash over her.

"marci just relax and enjoy our time together. Let yourself go with the feelings. Feel open to me and need to hid nothing from me."  My lips grazed over marci's neck, presenting the most lovely gasp and shudder from marci. My fingers had nearly touched marci's panties, stroking the inside of her hot and trembling thighs.

(1/13/2012)
Marci found herself becoming more relaxed and really enjoying the evening with me. She was wondering why she hadn't called before and hopes I would agree to meeting more often. Suddenly without realizing it Marci tells me she is single and unattached. "i really like you, Sharon" confessed Marci without the slightest reservation. Marci continued looking in my eyes saying "i think about you every night, Sharon. Laying in bed, i can't help but touch myself. Sharon i hope thats ok"  "gawd, Sharon, i can't stop thinking about you and i just had to call you"

Hearing her confession, I just smiled at how open Marci is about her desires and availability.  I figured she was having masturbation thoughts about me. I felt the time was right to enhance my control of marci. marci is so open and vulnerable to additional programming.

(1/16/2012)
"marci, just relax deeper. So deep, marci, you won't remember what I told you tonight, but you will remember the feelings you expressed and how you are becoming obsessed with you constant intimate thoughts about me. marci, every time you touch yourself it feels like my fingers touching you and probing inside you. you have never felt such pleasure as when my fingers touch you. you are feeling so appreciative of my time and find me to be the most sexy, attractive woman you know."  I snapped my fingers and marci blinked her eyes a couple of times while she gazed at me with a newly found desire building inside her.


(7/22/12)
Marci just looked at me. Marci is amazed at the feelings she is finding inside herself for me. Marci found herself slipping her hand between her legs to cup her wet sex as she looked in my eyes. "gawd, Sharon your eyes are so beautiful. So deep and beautiful, Sharon", moaned Marci as she tried to find something intelligent to say. Marci pushed her panties to the side and slipped two fingers into her needy sex, not even caring if I noticed or not. Marci pushed down onto her fingers with a soft moan escaping her lips. Her eyes went blank and gazing directly ahead to Sharon.  "I um... I want.... I .. oh God, Sharon I want to kiss you so badly" moaned Marci as she leaned forward and pressed her lips to mine. Marci was now lost in the kiss and humped her fingers wantonly.

(8/4/12)
Marci felt as if the kiss of my lips lasted forever. Her body seemed to explode on her fingers while kissing me.  Marci's lips were glued to mine, her mouth open and accepting of my probing tongue. Not accepting, but needing me to kiss her deeper than anyone ever had. Marci looked into my eyes, losing herself in the depth of blue. Words from me penetrating her mind as soon as the kiss was ending.  "marci, you have just had the hottest kiss in your life and it only fuels your need to a much stronger desire. You are lost to everything but this very moment that now defines your life." I whispered into the potently accepting Marci.

I looked in the blank stare that was Marci, and started to unbutton the blouse that hid her fabulous nipples. I so wanted to feel them under my fingers and therefore, did just what I wanted with the compliant, Marci. Marci just moaned at the heat generated by my gentle touch. I let my fingers slid inside the bra cup bringing the thick nipples to an aching hardness. "God, Sharon your touch drives me insane", moaned Marci as my fingers captured a nipple and applied pressure to it.


(12/14/12)
I slid my hand up under Marci's skirt finding her warm inner thigh as Marci opened her legs obediently.  I could hear her panting and moaning. I kissed her again and could feel the passion in Marci's kiss as my fingers inched their way higher. I could feel the heat between her thighs, just as I could sense the hunger in her kisses. Marci compliantly opened her mouth to my tongue as made out in the booth.

I knew that Marci took a bus to get to my favorite bar, so I thought I would take her to my place and enjoy her.  "marci, look in my eyes.... look deep... you are so willing to do what I suggest, you have no concept of saying no to me. You are sure I am the hottest woman you have ever met."

"Marci, why don't I give you a lift to my place and we can have some time alone?"
"oh Sharon, I would love that", Marci enthused as she picked up her purse and was ready to leave that very second.

I dropped $20 on the table and slipped my arm around Marci, escorting her to my car. Leaning her back against my car, I kissed her hard and deep. I could feel her press herself to me, while we kissed. Her mouth was open and receptive. She spread her thighs and pressed against my thigh as we kissed.